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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2011|05:43 am]
oh god. i realized how much crap i've been writing.

why on earth did i write so much junk?! its so boring, i can't even bear to read it. and i seriously hope no one bothered to read it D: omg i'm so embarrassed :O and why the hell did i leave so many posts public?! i need a function to make all private!

okay. time to private those crappy posts and hide my boring past awayy!!
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gratitute [Aug. 26th, 2011|12:51 am]
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although this is really extremely late, its only now that i actually feel 21 enough to write about my (very overdue) 21st.


i can't thank everyone enough, the people who have actually made the effort in trying to make my 21st a little more special than a normal day - to those back home and those here. there are so many things that i wanna say but i don't know how to express my thoughts into words.


to those back home, i'm sincerely grateful to you all for maintaining the friendships we have built over the years. thank you for making the effort even when i'm now so far away. i really hope that our friendships won't just fade away cos i do treasure all the times we had! <3


to those here, thank you all you wonderful people for making my day memorable even though it was a simple celebration. i'm really so thankful for everything you all did. i really appreciate all you people being here for me, in a land without my family on my supposedly very special day. much love <3


hahaha i wonder if you all actually got my love cos i really don't know how to express myself. BUT, thank you again, all you very special peepz! i get touched very easily and every little effort from you all touched my heart. SARANGHAE! <3

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the beginning of another phase of my life [Mar. 1st, 2011|06:44 pm]
this is it. the start of another part of my life that took me this long to reach. hopefully, the past failures have only been signaling that this path is what is truly meant for me and is not just an alternative route that i will look back with regrets.

i don't know. i have so many expectations of myself and i hope to do much more than i see myself doing now. i just hope to fully experience uni life but i keep pulling myself back cos i'm just not outgoing enough! arh! so annoying, me. i think i will be a loner.. sigh :(

with all these thoughts in mind, i still feel like going home very badly though i feel like i should be motivated. sigh.. i really hope i can just go back and study and stay with my family.. i really hate it that everytime i see them doing stuff, all i can do is "wait till i come back, then we can do together" :(

okok. enough of negativity.. this is not the time to be discouraged.

NEW SCHOOL. NEW START. NEW JO.



and omg i love secret garden so much. after finish watching in singapore, i bought it here again and just started rewatching. sigh dramas are the only thing that occupy my time right now. super duper sian :(
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(no subject) [Jan. 8th, 2011|04:41 pm]
the thought of going home in just a matter of days, is driving me absolutely crazy. but the thought of the exams being even closer makes me so sian and i feel so unprepared. and the weather isnt helping.. I WANT MY WINTER/SPRING BACK! not this hot, sticky summer

and to add to the displeasure i'm feeling, the new girl staying right next to me now is totally putting me off. i think i have a problem. but then again, who doesn't have problems. and she's really annoying me. ok i shant complain any further. this is not a complain post.

at this point... jiayou my friend! be strong :) while i also jiayou and study..! remember you can talk to me if you need! :)
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(no subject) [Jan. 2nd, 2011|01:38 pm]
looking back into the memories of 2010, there are really so many things that happened that just makes me sigh and regret. but i dont want to regret anymore.
so my new year wish shall be that i will have no more regrets and just have much more that i won't look back and sigh but reminisce!

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